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I'm sitting here wondering what the heck I should write about... My mind is soo full! Well, it is another new year, and I am so blessed to see it. Goodness, I've had dramatic changes-- especially at the closing of the year. You never know what's in the store or what lies ahead... I am just hoping this is a good year.

Well, on New Years eve my mother was in the hospital and for the first time in a while I wasn't afraid. The time she spent there, I was waiting for her to get out, and somewhere deep inside of me, I knew without a doubt she would be home. And guess what, my stomach didn't pain me so bad that I could not walk-- maybe my faith is growing. :) I didn't tell anyone about my mother, well in passing I mentioned it to one friend, but I didn't want to to bother anyone on new years. Nothing went as I planned, but I am thankful that I was able to be here to help her.

Well, I am supposed to be visiting the doctor today, but I am not going. For the past couple of months, I've had an ailment that I didn't talk about because I am really afraid of what it means... Or what it could possible mean... I'm being a punk... But anyway, Im going to go this month, SERIOUSLY. :)

Through everything, I am happy. It is odd how things happen, but I will be alright. There is some thing about those seasons.